Grrrrrrrr

I am going through a new case of "Not giving a fuck" about next to everything. Pretty much everything I had put faith into this entire year has gone to shit. With the holidays approaching as well as my anniversery, all I am left with is the idea of signing a new agent contract, and the remaining year pent up in bed due to a knee injury that occurred last year. Adjusters, councils and Doctors aren't answering phones and I can't even tell if my messages are even getting through. School is kinda looking like a pipedream and eventually I'm going to be stuck with no prospects and two classes shy of a Masters degree with the bills for it on the way. To quote Black Flag, "I'm About To Have A Nervous Breakdown." I just hope that I'll be able to lose my limp and constant pain by Christmas